Tuesday, June 24, 2008



Undecided

Yes its over....
Its not officially over yet....cause the results are yet to come out.....and when it does and you surely know you have pass everything...then thats the time where you can jump up and down or maybe running around naked while splashing champagne at road siders......
You can call me a paranoia cause lately I just can’t stop but thinking about all the consequences that I have to face if I fail something. Usually when I share it with a friend or colleague they will dismiss me and telling me that I think too much. Fair enough it might not be a big deal after all because you can always retake it again. At this point I usually do not stress to them that what kind of shit I have to get through again if that would have happen.

Fair enough, these 2 years is not that long but it’s long enough to take you half way through hell and come back again for some breather. Yet when you are just catching your breath, suddenly something kick you from behind and you fall right into that hell hole again and yet have no idea when you will get to climb back out for a break.

That’s how it has been and will be for the next few years. Sometimes I just felt so tired that I wish I can hide under my warm blanket and not wake up. But I guess that is what growing up is all about. Giving up things you would feel like doing but doing something which you are require to do.
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Posted by Cowcanfly at Tuesday, June 24, 2008