Tuesday, July 31, 2007



Things that we should do more often.....

Yeah, finally I am writing......but seriously......what can I possibly write when I am just repeating the same shit for the past few months? Then again maybe I should squeeze something out from my genius brain to entertain you guys abit LOL.....
I guess maybe we are getting OLDER.....seems like we are constantly complaining or getting stress up about our current live.....but I wonder why'o why? Then I suddely this word pops into my mind...ignorant is bliss.....don't you agree? The more we learn the more we analyze stuff around us and the more we get stress up just because the situation does not apply to what we want or believe. When we are kids we want to be grown ups....when we are grown ups we wish we can be kids orever.....LOL....wth? To be honest, I do not regret a single bit of my life until now cause I would not have learn or be the way I am now if I haven't been tru what I have....but there is something that I regreat of not doing more.................TAKING HEAPS OF PHOTOS WITH MY FAMILY N BITCHES...........it is a lil bit sad when I didnt see much photos in my photo album or laptop , or recall the time where we actually take heaps n heaps of random photo....although we did take some but everyone is being so aware tat there are not much candid photos taken.....and I can say tat apply especially to me because I have this thinking that I look real ugly in photos so I end up hating taking photos most of the time. Then after watching this video from Mutya Buena (Real Girl) only did I realise that looking nice on a photo is not the point....the point is recording down that moment is far more important than me looking nice n pretty.....that moment of happiness, that candid look, that spark of joy!!! all these emotions are a one off thingy which you might not get to recapture it again! and that's the me, the me tat laugh and smile when I hear Christal ranting how hungry she always is with tat blur look and demanding the food to arrive faster, when jeannie always use cheebai and fuck in every sentence, when we all making fun of lishian small eyes.....and xia shien lanchaping without washing his hands (jk...).....LOL.....damn I can so feel tat XS wan to slap me now.....and ofcouse mitch wanting to shit in the middle of a mamak session but firmly says no to Murni toilet other than her own house toilet......LOL..... damn i feel like mitch is gonna slap me too when I come bck........=)
So guys, I promise myself that this time around when I come back, I will gonna start taking picture like a mad women! So much so that you think some paparazzi is around you....hehehehhehehe....and I want to paste the pictures on my bedroom wall so that whenever I am sad or unhappy.....those photos will be my remedy...... ...sounds like a good idea?????? and I wan to farking make scrap book with all these photos!!!!!! N let my kids, grandkids, ur kids n ur grandkids know that how colourful their grainnies life are!!!

BUT THE FUCKING PROBLEM IS............................







I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CAMERA... =_="

So first thing comes first.....I will come bck with a camera!!!!!!!
OR.....I will bring cash home to get that fucking camera.....
OR..........you guys can get me one for my Christmas
present!!!!!!!! ISN'T THAT A FUCKIN GREAT IDEA?!?!?!?!?!
LOL........

p/s: I think everyone wans to slap me now....LOL......=_="



Anyway this is the song that I mention by Mutya Buena (Real Girl)
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Posted by Cowcanfly at Tuesday, July 31, 2007