Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Monday...my sactuary
Finally something fresh!!!Fresh as in I have finally done something new.....Monday is officially my off day of the week and I am loving it! I went to the beach last week with some friends just to unwind myself abit and I had one hell of a fun!!! woohooooooooo....... We went breakie in the morning and decided to have some fun down at the seaside and we starting playing and kicking sand at each other. Well it brings back some real nostalgic feelings as I remember during school holidays when I was younger, my family and relative always gather together and we will go on a holiday trip. It feels like I am back there with them again....
Anyway it was so enjoyable that we decided to do this again soon and this time around we will do a picnic instead of just having breakie in one of the cafes. Here are some of the photos I got hold.
The postcard perfect beach
Trying to look postcard perfect here....=_="
Looking silly as usual
Errr....
Mr Sam n Mr Kim
Moi!
Miss Phoebe!!
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Posted by Cowcanfly at Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
Time did fly by abit too fast....
Yes....Time does fly by without your concern nor consent.....it just does.....from what I can recall....I am in this Land of Oz for almost 3 yrs liow.....damn......and yes sorry for the lack of posting as I seriously do not find anything interesting nor do I have that oomph in me to blog always.....Life now is just the same ol' routine for me everyday......
The reason why I write is abit disturbing.....
I found that I am more and more acting like those people here.....not that I bloody want to dye my hair blond nor do I mean by just speaking with an accent....its the way I think and handle things now are getting different from the old me....
1) I starts to complain and get annoyed when people do not treat me right or being rude to me...
Compared to the old me...I would just brush it off and start whining to my friend while did
absolutely nothing about it.
2) I actually love eating my bread with Vegemite....and I found it absolutely revolting when I first
came here
3) I will actually start ranting if I can't go out when the weather is beautiful outside and felt like I did not fully utilize the good weather. The old me will absolutely would not give two cents about the weather.....
4)I love my coffee.....and I don't drink coffee at all back then and the only time I do drink coffee is those ice-blended stuff from coffee bean.
5)I can't live without my soy milk with twix bix...back home I don't eat breakfast mind you
6)I sip and enjoy my wine every time when I find time or extra cash
7)Love barbie (as in BBQ-ing at the park during summer) and sleep on the grass in the park while watching the day goes by.... old me will think there are worms and dog shit everywhere and will refuse to even walk on grass...
8)Exercise in the gym which is absolutely a joke to me when I am back in Malaysia
9)Having salad during lunch...something that will rise my eyebrow when you tell me to eat that back home and think you must be shitting me
10)Singing birthday songs with hip hip hooray at the end............
I don't know if it is the environment or the people around me that makes me change or find it interesting to change or something else. Nor can I explain why I change or how I change. That is why it triggers something in my head when I realise just now I am actually loving Vegemite on my toast which I find it disgusting when I first came here......Ofcouse you might think I am trying to fit in or trying to be one of "them" but the fact is that I did not force myself to like things they like nor did I try to change myself. It just happened without me realising it....but ofcouse many things in me remain as I do not speak accent when I am speaking with my fellow msian friends nor do I stop eating rice or dim sum and I still love my nasi lemak and chicken rice or the fact I still fucking says "soh hai" and "diu" to people who understand it...well I am still the vulgar old me......Well I guess in the process of adaptation you just evolve and change.....for the better or worse I am not sure but I do hope that I remain the "soh hai" friend to you all and not loose it........ |
